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  • Listening to: PRIMUS
  • Reading: House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski
  • Watching: National Lampoon/Les Claypool's ELECTRIC APRICOT
  • Playing: my black Yamaha bass
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Purple Haze
I'm debating whether or not to start a new account, but since I've already est. myself here and have friends and whatnot, I figure I'll keep this one. The name Porcelain Playmate throws me off a bit these days but whatever.

I've kept my influences from my angsty teenagedome, but soon I will turn the big 2-0 and will have to turn my back on some of my childish, (not to mention CLICHE {{as fuck}}) tendencies with my artwork. I've developed a less rigid style but since I'm a big girl now and have to work and go to college and whatnot I no longer have so much time for things like this.

*******>>>>What spurred me to get back on my DeviantART was this:- - - - - -

Today I went to What's On 2nd?</u>, a consignment shop in downtown Birmingham, where I work. I spent hours and hours there, I highly recommend it to anyone in the area.

When I went to check out, the lady asked me if I was into art. (How could she possibly know; what with my multi-colored, weirdly cut hair, pretentious, black, thick-framed glasses, and madarin-collared sweater)?
But I digress. She said they had openings for handmade consignments and were looking for people with "quirky style". I gave her my contact info and plan to bring her some pieces on Tuesday when I get off work.

I don't plan to make much money but I am excited at the prospect of selling my art. I've seen some of the stuff they have in there already, (though it doesn't say much that it hasn't sold), and I know I could do much better, if I do say so myself.

Opinions, experiences? Much appreciated. :)
... if you're eating acid and mushrooms, you can't really feel the cold.

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  • Listening to: The White Stripes
  • Reading: websites
  • Watching: Faster Pussycat, Kill Kill!
  • Playing: my acoustic Hello Kitty Fender
  • Eating: Lucky Charms
  • Drinking: bong water
I got a new digital camera, camera phone, plenty of art supplies and a few psychedelic drugs for Christmas that've really spurred my creativity. I've been introduced to new people, places, music, chemicals. I'm sort of straddling the fence on my living situation right now, I stay in two places at once. Since my car broke down New Years morning after a horrible party in downtown Birmingham I've been at Trey's mostly. He let me use his truck to go to work today and he's helping me get a new car.

Oh, I dumped Trey a month ago. Stupid little me fell for the artistic long-haired hippie type, he fed me all these cheezy romantic lines just to get in my pants and then fucking ripped my heart out when he told me New Years day that he's back with his ex. He was all just a dream that ended in a very sad nightmare. I feel so stupid and used.

Now I'm back at Trey's, but not quite back with Trey. He's "talking" to someone else, actually and I have two choices: Date Trey again and move back in and continue to depend on him for everything, or stay at my parent's house and be truly on my own. I'll have to find a car, probably get a better paying job so I can save up for my own place. If Trey starts dating someone else I won't be able to hang around his house all the time. I'd be stuck at my parent's place with no car.

I really liked Byrd. I really trusted him. He's a very, very good liar...

I want to hurry up and move to the city where I can get any drug I want, (LSD!), and pursue my passion to trip into unlocking every unconscious door in my head. I want to really explore Wonderland, be a psychonaut. Of course if I always needed drugs to be creative, I would have no real talent then, would I? But chemicals do help creativity a helluva lot. New perspectives, an ethereal plane of existance that we get to glimpse every now and again with the help of entheogens.

...to be continued >>>>  blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fus…

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:iconporcelainbrushes: & :iconporcelainxstitches: are my PS brush and sewing accounts.
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My personal page >> myspace.com/porcelainplaymate
  • Listening to: The Flaming Lips
  • Reading: Nerve's Modern Guide To The Sexual Universe
  • Watching: Aqua Teen Hungerforce Colon Movie Film
  • Playing: Guitar Hero III: Legends of Rock
  • Eating: Xanax
  • Drinking: Sparks
I got Photoshop CS3 Extended now, plus a new digital tablet. It'd be a waste if I didn't put some new stuff up soon, if I ever have the time to do much of anything...

I work all the time now at Wal-Mart, barely ever have time for anything but hopefully I will soon. Trey wants me to make a website for his recording business, Full Circle Recording. Need to get on that, eventually...
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:iconporcelainbrushes: & :iconporcelainxstitches: are my PS brush and sewing accounts.
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Add me on MySpace! >> myspace.com/porcelainplaymate
  • Listening to: Type O Negative
  • Reading: Been Down So Long It Looks Like Up To Me
  • Watching: Spun
  • Drinking: Diet Sunkist
:iconporcelainbrushes: & :iconporcelainxstitches: are my PS brush and sewing accounts.
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Prolly isn't too obvious from my recent deviations, but I've been smoking a whole lot of the mary jane of late. Pot has been a huge influence on any deviations from Nov. 06 - present. I have recently been deviating more toward (attempts) at the style of bj666 and (attempts) at more psychedelia.

I am looking at art schools in Georgia, New York and San Francisco. I think I'm gonna go to school with my friend and smoking buddy, Fallyo. I'm not sure yet, but I need to build up more of a portfolio. I just haven't had much motivation to do much lately, especially with sewing! Ah well, hopefully my gallery will be filled with new deviations soon...

Add me on MySpace! >> myspace.com/porcelainplaymate
  • Listening to: Queens of the Stone Age
  • Reading: Kiss Me, Judas
  • Watching: too much TV
  • Eating: Easy Mac
:iconporcelainxstitches: is my new account. It's my clothes and other sewn things. It's awesome. Go to it. ^_^
:iconporcelainbrushes: <<< is still my Photoshop brushes

For more info about me, check out my MySpace.

Just ordered a subscription.

Sat Dec 24, 2005, 4:50 AM
Been up shopping around online with the gift/debit card my grandparents gave me for Christmas.

I decided I might as well order a month subscription to DA since it's kinda cheap and I've been wanting to see what it's like. Seems pretty cool... (I also ordered an annodised pipe with two mouthpieces for me and Benny + a joint holder and a blunt holder from weedcity.com... lol).

I don't like to post on my DA journal about life shit, that's on my MySpace blog if anyone happens to actually be interested, but I just have to mention that Benny is just about to get off work and come see me because this is the last time I'll get to see him for like FOUR WHOLE FUCKING DAYS! He's visiting his family in Tennessee for Christmas. He's leaving around 1p.m. today, be in TN tonight, be back in time for work Tuesday. That's a long time to not be able to see my Benny.. *sighs* I need to get ready...

New deviations will be submitted sometime this week, probably with the next few days.
I GOT MY OWN DIGITAL CAM!!! I'm SO excited!! It's a Kodak EasyShare, 5mpx, it's AWESOME! My boyfriend got it for me for Christmas, (he gave it to me early). ^_^ Besides that, I'm gonna buy Photoshop from a friend at school for cheap and my mom fixed the PC so now I can get on DeviantArt a lot more. I'm so excited! I'm about to upload my first set from the digital cam - I took it to school the day after my BF gave it to me and got some ok pics.

YAAAAAAY!!!!!! ^_^

i22.photobucket.com/albums/b30…
I plan to keep my DA accounts running, I'm just on a break right now I guess. Just wanted to let everyone know...

Reasons I'm not here, in case you're wondering: my boyfriend, my job, and the main reason that's REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING - no computer except at the library, but I'm saving up for one and I assure you when and if I do finally get my own computer with internet access I'll be rolling out the deviations atleast a few times a week again.

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:iconporcelainbrushes:
Like I said I still plan on submitting some new deviations here every now and then. I still haven't gotten around to doing any photomaniputlations, though. Just haven't had much time.

Haven't even submitted any new brushes recently, (I've been trying to convince my mom to scan some more doodles for me):
:iconporcelainbrushes:

As I said before, thanks very much for the faves/watches/comments!! :heart:
I've been neglecting this account cause I've been working more on PS brushes lately instead of photomanipulation. I don't plan on letting this one die, though - I'll get some new deviations up every once in awhile.

:heart: My latest brushes:

[.:doodles:.]

[.:handwritten cursive:.]

:iconporcelainbrushes:
I've been working pretty hard (I guess) on my new brush account:

:iconporcelainbrushes:

If you like my stuff here, check it out, especially if you like brushes, cause even though I don't have many of my own brush sets I only fave brush sets and tutorials, so my faves are a good reference for brushes.
I'LL KEEP ADDING TO THIS LIST...

My faves:

[prettybrushes' pretty sore]
[vanity-insecurity's syringes]
[digital-amphetamine's pills]


:star-empty: More brushes I've downloaded:

:iconanodyne-stock:

[splatter]
[scratched]
[violence]
[suicide]
[flowers and lace]

:icondigital-amphetamine:

[splattered chastity]
[and more blood]

:iconredheadstock:

[hearts]
[dark n' goth]

:iconfalln-brushes:

[various syringes]
[stiches]
[hair 1]

all of her brushes >> :iconprettybrush:

[Born-Again's marilyn manson]
[PureStock's             fire]
[Ghost-001-'s   ghost fractals]
[sorshalen's rosaries]
[spekta-'s   vector brush set]
[elsenator's blood stains]
[AirStok's whimsical brushes]
[dabblesinart's scratchy corners]
[Absynthium-stock's absynthe bottles]


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I'm still sorta on hiatus I guess, but I might be posting something to do with me and Benny soon, I was thinking about playing around with his pics from MySpace on Photoshop...

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Sorry for not replying to comments/faves/watches etc. - THANKS TO EVERYONE I haven't had a chance to thank!
If anyone's noticed I haven't been on DeviantArt at all lately. It's because I haven't really had time because I'm deeply in love with a guy named Benny and I've been spending all my time with him, plus I really don't have much access to a computer.

Eventually I'll get back on, I'm sure. I plan on getting a computer some day...

I still need to buy a real camera, anyways.
I haven't really finished setting it up yet, but I just wanted to mention that I have a new account here: [porcelainBRUSHES].

I hope everyone who likes my stuff here will check out my brushes account, too! (when it's finished)
Submitted a couple new deviations yesterday. Glad I finally got some new stuff up. So no, people - I'm not dead on DeviantArt. Not completly. Anyways, here's two:

:star-empty: Comedy.Tragedy

:star-empty: The Rocky Horror Picture Show brush set

Oh yeah, and I'm starting a new account soon. For brushes and such. So the three brush sets on this account will be deleted and re-submitted under porcelainbrushes, and I will be making lots of new sets, of course.
All my friends got kicked out of their house. They're all moving into an apartment next week, probably. I feel horrible cause it's all my fault. It seems like every friend I ever have I end up fucking up their lives in the end. Sounds melodramatic, but it's true. It's kinda my mom's fault in a way, but...I don't know.

Read what happend in Amanda's journal here: I got kicked out of my house!

The other journal about it: Damn, this sucks...

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Deviant: ~porcelainplaymate (#143344476)
Date: Jun 15, 2005, 2:42:47 PM


That does fuckin suck, Amanda. I know it's kinda my fault in a way, too...maybe in a BIG way. I should've been more careful around Fran and not let her see me there..or maybe just shouldn't have come there at all..or atleast not as much. This just really really sucks. Atleast you still have a place to go, though. And now it's an excuse to get rid of John, since you all seemed to be getting sick of him. And since you'll be moving into an apartment, lots of chances to meet new people, maybe? Lots of neighbors when you live in an apartment. Sandi said she already knows someone there named Damien. Probably told you already. The main loss I think is that kick ass pool. x_x Just sucks. Oh and sorry..like I said I know it's atleast partially my fault.

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Deviant: ~La-Fille-Monstre (#143389920)
Date: Jun 15, 2005, 5:59:44 PM


And it is partically your fault. The reason that Sandy and John evicted in the first place was because Sandy kept bringing you an Kirk over, and John... well, he's convicted of doing drugs. There was a pipe found in the backyard, and Fran said it was John's... but I know it was yours. The drugs and the fact you kept coming over. It is your fault. But I'm not mad at you... I didn't want to live in this house after Katie left anyway. The person who I am pissed at the most right ow is Katie herself, because she talked Heather and Chris to stay here, and me and Sandy, and John thought if all five of us lived here, we'd be able to pay the bills and still have this nice big house. But I guess it was mroe trouble that it was worth... Heather, Sandy, and me will be happier in whichever apartment we're able to stay in anyway.

I'm depressed as fuck right now. I wish Sandy was here so I could talk to her instead of wherever she is at right now (probably you're house, because of her car being dead or whatever). Like I said, I'm not mad at you or anything. Right now, I'm just getting my frustrations out. I wish life was easier than it is right now.

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Cole: Who here isn't afraid of vampires?!
*sounds of crickets chirping*
Cole: Cricket spirits! I knew it! I'm going to call a Cricket-Spirit!

-Randomness from a game of "Werewolves: The Apocolypse"


Deviant: ~porcelainplaymate (#144169133)
Date: Jun 18, 2005, 10:59:48 AM


Oh crap. Yeah I wasn't sure if Fran saw that or not. I know John did. Me and Sandi had been smoking at my house that night and we came over there. I tried to get it but I saw Fran outside so I decided to get it later. I know I shouldn't have even brought it over in the first place.

I feel so guilty about all this shit. Well I should feel bad. I fucked everything up for everyone. Sandi's saying it's her fault for agreeing to let me come over in the first place, but it's my fault. I'm so sick of this. Every time I try to be friends with people I end up fucking things up for them with the stupid shit that I do.

Well anyways I'm glad that you say you'll atleast be happier in the apartment. And Sandi told me that I can't come over every day like I did at the house - I'll really try to respect that. I'm getting a job soon anyways, hopefully, so I won't be able to even if I wanted to. I understand that you and Heather want to spend time with Sandi without having other people at your house all the time. I'm just reeeeally sorry about all of this.


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Oh yeah and I'm not putting all those avatars up, for now. Look on my previous journal entries for them.

And I won't be on DeviantArt or online at all as much now. I always got online at their house, now I can only get on at the library.
My trial version of Photoshop 7 just expired today. :( I haven't been on the computer much lately either, and when I have I've mostly just been on MySpace and looking up DIY sewing websites cause I'm starting to make my own clothes. Those are my excuses for not having any new deviations. I really want to get some new ones posted soon, though. Soon. Hopefully.

In-process:</u>

- Rocky Horror Picture Show brush set<a href=www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…"> [complete]
- A Clockwork Orange brush set II
- Victorian brush set (?)
- S & M brush set (?)
- watercolor painting done in art class
...probably just lots of other brush sets

Any suggestions for brush sets?

Actually, I'm thinking of just creating a whole new stock account or something for brush sets and stuff like that. I also plan on sometime going through my gallery and deleting some of the crap quality stuff that can't be saved and re-manipulating and re-submitting some old stuff.

Oh yeah and I have a new blog that I'm actually using here.

The old, dead Angelfire one is here.
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:heartbreaker:Photos elsewhere:</u>

:star-empty:Works-in-progress [Sprint Photo Album]
:star-empty: Deleted shit/more photos [Yahoo Photo Album]

:pills: My little world:</u>

:star-empty: Blog [corsets and razorblades]
:star-empty: Site [unfinished]

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:heart:My (nearby) friends:

:icondeviantzim1o1: My best Mexican friend, Sandy..I LOVE YOU! :love:
:iconkenae: The person who got me hooked on DA
:iconla-fille-monstre: The person who encouraged my addiction to DA, and another good friend

:kiss:My DA friends:

:iconallibahbah: :iconankhvampire: :iconbitter-sweetness: :iconfreekki: :icongingerbreadxcoffin: :iconbenlphoto: :iconmarkmarek: :iconprojectilelust: :iconkylpstyxmrm: :iconrayofdark: :iconscottjamesprebble: :icontoxic-coma: :iconajnkanadeja: :iconichainedi: :iconsilentlylucid:

:judge:The best galleries on DA:

[1.]:iconglittersniffer: [2.]:iconasunder: [3.]:iconimmanuel: [4.]:iconegilpaulsen: [5.]:icondarkbecky:

:nirvana:More great galleries:

:iconaleksandra: :iconburlesk101: :iconbullsik: :iconenchanted-black-rose: :icononelikejess: :iconlittlemissanastasia: :iconlolitabunny: :iconblackcorridor: :iconfioccodineve: :iconlady-atropos: :iconlokithorn: :iconblueblack: :icondouceagonie: :icona-minds-i: :iconaziraphale1334: :iconkittynn: :iconlove-razor-blade: :iconst-barbie: :iconvanity-insecurity: :iconwith-broken-wings: :iconwearyfeelingail: :iconxn-dosis: :iconenayla: :icondibbi: :iconsatansmisteriss: :iconmarziiporn: :iconbexe: :iconstoopidgerl: :icondigikitten:

:pills:Brushes I overuse:</b>

:iconprettybrush: :icondigital-amphetamine: :iconvanity-insecurity: :iconanodyne-stock:

:butterflytwo:x0_D O L L S_0x:butterflytwo:

:love: :iconpsivamp: :love: :iconthephotogenesis: :love:

:iconbj666: :iconmoogstruck: :iconwhitedoll: :iconpopysp: :iconsuperdollfie: :iconmelorah-viollet: :iconaetherbunny:

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Finally submitted my new avatar:

                  :iconporcelainplaymate:

Not sure if I'm really satisfied with it. I did it in Adobe Image Ready and it got fucked up when I had to change the format. Might redo it later.

Been using a whole lot of brushes lately. I really love these, I use them in almost all my deviations now:

[prettybrushes' pretty sore]
[vanity-insecurity's syringes]
[digital-amphetamine's pills]


:star-empty: More brushes I've downloaded:

:iconanodyne-stock:

[splatter]
[scratched]
[violence]
[suicide]
[flowers and lace]

:icondigital-amphetamine:

[splattered chastity]
[and more blood]

all of her brushes >> :iconprettybrush:

[Born-Again's marilyn manson]
[PureStock's             fire]
[Ghost-001-'s   ghost fractals]
[sorshalen's rosaries]
[spekta-'s   vector brush set]   


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:heartbreaker:Photos elsewhere:</u>

:star-empty:Works-in-progress [Sprint Photo Album]
:star-empty: Deleted shit/more photos [Yahoo Photo Album]

:pills: My little world:</u>

:star-empty: Blog [corsets and razorblades]
:star-empty: Site [unfinished]

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:heart:My (nearby) friends:

:icondeviantzim1o1: My best Mexican friend, Sandy..I LOVE YOU! :love:
:iconkenae: The person who got me hooked on DA
:iconla-fille-monstre: The person who encouraged my addiction to DA, and another good friend

:kiss:My DA friends:

:iconallibahbah: :iconankhvampire: :iconbitter-sweetness: :iconfreekki: :icongingerbreadxcoffin: :iconbenlphoto: :iconmarkmarek: :iconprojectilelust: :iconkylpstyxmrm: :iconrayofdark: :iconscottjamesprebble: :icontoxic-coma: :iconajnkanadeja: :iconichainedi: :iconsilentlylucid:

:judge:The best galleries on DA:

[1.]:iconglittersniffer: [2.]:iconasunder: [3.]:iconimmanuel: [4.]:iconegilpaulsen: [5.]:icondarkbecky:

:nirvana:More great galleries:

:iconaleksandra: :iconburlesk101: :iconbullsik: :iconenchanted-black-rose: :icononelikejess: :iconlittlemissanastasia: :iconlolitabunny: :iconblackcorridor: :iconfioccodineve: :iconlady-atropos: :iconlokithorn: :iconblueblack: :icondouceagonie: :icona-minds-i: :iconaziraphale1334: :iconkittynn: :iconlove-razor-blade: :iconst-barbie: :iconvanity-insecurity: :iconwith-broken-wings: :iconwearyfeelingail: :iconxn-dosis: :iconenayla: :icondibbi: :iconsatansmisteriss: :iconmarziiporn: :iconbexe: :iconstoopidgerl: :icondigikitten:

:pills:Brushes I overuse:</b>

:iconprettybrush: :icondigital-amphetamine: :iconvanity-insecurity: :iconanodyne-stock:

:butterflytwo:x0_D O L L S_0x:butterflytwo:

:love: :iconpsivamp: :love: :iconthephotogenesis: :love:

:iconbj666: :iconmoogstruck: :iconwhitedoll: :iconpopysp: :iconsuperdollfie: :iconmelorah-viollet: :iconaetherbunny:

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Just wanted to mention that I'm currently working on a new avatar. Any ideas? Oh and does anyone know how to make an avatar where part of it is transparent like :icondeniedmyprey:'s? I'm thinking of maybe doing something like that. Lately I've been feeling really creative and everything, but I still don't really have the resources available all the time to do all the shit I think of. Oh well.

Still working on that avatar...

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:heartbreaker:Photos elsewhere:</u>

:star-empty:Works-in-progress [Sprint Photo Album]
:star-empty: Deleted shit/more photos [Yahoo Photo Album]

:pills: My little world:</u>

:star-empty: Blog [corsets and razorblades]
:star-empty: Site [unfinished]

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:heart:My (nearby) friends:

:icondeviantzim1o1: My best Mexican friend, Sandy..I LOVE YOU! :love:
:iconkenae: The person who got me hooked on DA
:iconla-fille-monstre: The person who encouraged my addiction to DA, and another good friend

:kiss:My DA friends:

:iconallibahbah: :iconankhvampire: :iconbitter-sweetness: :iconfreekki: :icongingerbreadxcoffin: :iconbenlphoto: :iconmarkmarek: :iconprojectilelust: :iconkylpstyxmrm: :iconrayofdark: :iconscottjamesprebble: :icontoxic-coma: :iconajnkanadeja: :iconichainedi: :iconsilentlylucid:

:judge:The best galleries on DA:

[1.]:iconglittersniffer: [2.]:iconasunder: [3.]:iconimmanuel: [4.]:iconegilpaulsen: [5.]:icondarkbecky:

:nirvana:More great galleries:

:iconaleksandra: :iconburlesk101: :iconbullsik: :iconenchanted-black-rose: :icononelikejess: :iconlittlemissanastasia: :iconlolitabunny: :iconblackcorridor: :iconfioccodineve: :iconlady-atropos: :iconlokithorn: :iconblueblack: :icondouceagonie: :icona-minds-i: :iconaziraphale1334: :iconkittynn: :iconlove-razor-blade: :iconst-barbie: :iconvanity-insecurity: :iconwith-broken-wings: :iconwearyfeelingail: :iconxn-dosis: :iconenayla: :icondibbi: :iconsatansmisteriss: :iconmarziiporn:

:butterflytwo:x0_D O L L S_0x:butterflytwo:

:love: :iconpsivamp: :love: :iconthephotogenesis: :love:

:iconbj666: :iconmoogstruck: :iconwhitedoll: :iconpopysp: :iconsuperdollfie:

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